29th October 2006
FIRSTLY...
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY, Nicole (:after a good 12 hours of sleep,
head's feeling
just a little heavy...
and i still bloody reek of alcohol.
it's Nicole's birthday today..
it's also a
SINFUL day.
an extreme one.
but cheryl, francesca & me celebrated for her ytd.
met frans & nic in the late afternoon,
& headed to town to meet up with cheryl.
walked around for a little while then headed to cityhall.
all of us were famished by then.
so we headed to Gelare for brunch.
had Frutti Tutti Vanilla Ice Cream Waffle, Cookies 'n' Creams Ice Cream Brownie, Oreo Cheesecake & some thick Chocolate Ice Cream.
all were so chocolatey &
FATTENING,
& we all end up having chocolate phobia. LOL.
with a filled stomach, we shopped around, looking at things.
from citylink mall we walked to suntec & back to cityhall mrt.
so.. after a good 3 hours walk,
we headed down to Bark's.
by then, the 3 others were hungry again.
but i was still bloated like
crazy. so we ordered 3 main, 2 sides, 1 dessert & a jug of
Whisky.
glad that they feel that the food there is good. hah (:
cheryl had to leave early, so i sent her off.
then when i was back, we ordered another jug of
Rum.
so we were all playing, then had to drowned our spirits down.
we ended up checking out the people there,
as usual, gossiping like insane women...
then we called for another jug of
Bourborn Tonic. LOL.
by the time i called for the 2nd jug,
my Boss was like looking & looking.
& when the 3rd jug came,
my mgr came caring in a 'reprimanding' tone.
saying we underage girls drink so much,
blahblah. so we didnt bother much & continue talking & drinking.
so after a good 4 hours of drinking,
we cabbed home since all are punggol residents. LOL.
spent a bomb
ON FOOD yesterday.
total from Gelare to Bark's was like 160 bucks?
of course, close to 70 bucks went to drinking. LOL.
and the girls were saying on my birthday,it'll be 200bucks all to ALCOHOL. no drunk no home. LOL.
i've burnt a big hole in my pocket before getting my pay.
think i'm gonna be effing broke this month =/
so on the way out to flag a cab,
talked to Weiling & Boss asked for me.
he said he cldnt recognise me when out of working attire,
until people tell him that i'm here. LOL.
then he asked me about the schedule & stuff,
& asked me not to go for OBS -.-
so after that, we went off.
gonna bring nic down for interview this evening.
and i've work this evening, and tmr evening.
as for the rest of the week, i needa check again.
date for OBS' getting closer by the day.
one part of me's effing excited, while the other's not.
i bloody need to stop thinking so much...
its gonna cost me bloody 400bucks if i were to back out.
my body's still feeling hot.
wonder if its because of those bloody alcohol,
or because i'm running a bloody temperature.
anyway, this' getting real lengthy.
gonna grab some rest
again before i get prepped for work.
so, till next time folks (:
24th October 2006
this was suppose to be up
12 hours ago.
but in the midst of waiting for my hair to dry,
and in the midst of blogging,
i think i fell deep asleep.
LOL.nothing much happened recently.
except that we got back our results,
and nothing else from school.
then was work, and more work.
i seriously thank God that exams' over.
no more worries, no more studies for now.
like i've said in the previous entry..
i wasnt confident of my humanites & a-math..
and seriously, these 2 subjects was a flop.
apart from that, d&t wasnt a good one too.
the change in standard scare the hell outta me.
some subjects got better, and some subjects dropped.
for instance, my english improved & got a B..
and dnt dropped rather badly.
but being lucky, i passed all my subjects for comb.
and remained number2 in the class.
though being the 2nd is smth to be happy about,
but seriously speaking, i'm disappointed with myself.
not for not being able to be the first,
but for not working hard enough this time round.
having to blame myself now is not what i should do.
but to study harder is, i guess.
as soon as exams ended, i started working.
working is seriously tough and tiring.
but working at Bark's good (:
working schedule's a little bad though.
always getting the night shifts.
but i believe i wont like the morning shifts =p
my work always start from 7pm till midnight.
earliest work would end could be 1am,
latest would be 3am? haha.
this week's gonna be busy.
work's on mon, wed, thurs, fri & sunday.
grrs~anyway, i do enjoy working there.
for someone, and for the genre of music there.
its totally awesome! haha (:
seeing so many people in love,
i came upon to do some self-reflection.
my love life has been ever quiet since 18mths ago..
but suddenly, a tide came in, creating waves in my heart.
as much as i try to convince myself that
it was nothing but just an infatuation,
the more i couldn't stop thinking about him.
the feelings i felt was like what i felt 3 yrs ago,
when i realised i fell in love with my 2 ex-bf.
the things he done, really makes me ponder.
though for now, he's one i shouldn't fall in love with..
but if feelings from the heart could be controlled,
i will not make myself fall in love with him.
after talking to bro, i guess i'll do what i say.
observe for a short period first.
if things get better,
as in if its just feelings of a moment, then i'll not quit.
but if things get worse, i'll quit to save myself from the worst.
seriously, it pains me alot when i see him and *** tgt.
but what more can i do except to see, and to wait?
i dont know why, but i'm really scared.
one part of me is dying to let you know..
but the other doesnt want you to know..
for i'm afraid of the outcome,
for i'm afraid of being hurt again...
if only YOU know.
14 October 2006
exams' coming to an end
SOON.
with the major papers down,
its not too bad a time to update (:
the past 2 to 3 weeks have been really busy.
mainly for school, studies, then tuitions.
have been going back to school for remedials,
almost every saturday since the last entry.
even today, we had a physics remedial.
school's been wearing me out physically & mentally.
cos it wasnt as simple as it seems to be..
having to rush through our dnt folio & artefact,
having tons of tests in a week for weeks,
having like 10 revision papers to complete,
and having to face the pressure of the exams.
that might sound bad, but thats
not all.
having to sleep like 2-3 hours everyday of the exams,
is already a physical and mental torture.
but adding onto it, is the
BLOOODY INCONSIDERATE sec1s.
really, it sounds very bad, but i'd have to say this..
if you people dont bloody wanna study and promote,bloody shut your gaps. the seniors wanna study, wanna promote.and you people are STILL VERY YOUNG,at least YOUNGER THAN US. so have some bloody respect for us - seniors,and your blooody self.THEM, really is a physical and mental torture.
grrrs~
though many things have happened over sucha period of time,
but time really seems to crawl by so slowly..
though it seems fast cos exams' ending in 3 days' time.
but come to think about it, it just seems ytd that is 29th Sept.
sounds very contradicting, aint it? haha =/
anyways, apart from those torturing books..
it doesnt stop the good things from coming near me & us!
OBS is one GOOOOODIE thing that has happened to me (:
i am really really excited about it, i dont know why..
but i'm sure no matter how tough its gonna be, i'll enjoy myself =D
another is, i'll be getting a job in a cafe.
prolly starting work once exams end.
that is to, really get myself some income earned.
and of course, some other goodie things i shant say first! =D
well well, all is now left with physics, a-math, poa p1 & dnt paper.
seriously speaking, i think i can forget about a-math already. LOL.
the chance of being the top 50% of ALL a-math sch candidates, aint high.
cos 3I has like less than 5 failures?
and i bet 3H doesnt have alot of failures too.
so i think i gotta work hard on a-math~
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU =Dapart from the private subject,
i'm not so confident about my humanities.
so afraid i'll flunk it. but anyways,
may God bless me through, & the rest too =D
alright, this' a lengthy piece written.
shall be back when exams end officially.
till then, take care (:
